It has been sometime since I have wrote in here. Each time I write in here I think of how I'm probably talking to myself, but isn't that sometimes the best.
I can't think but wonder if there is something better I could do with this blog. Well for now it is what it is.
Life has been well life. Nothing to new to write about my life doesn't change that much these days and well for most part that is good. I'm slightly annoyed that I can't seem to figure out a way to bring money in but I am working on it. Hell I just want some spending cash so I can do what I want.
My pain has been off the charts at times as of late. Fibro the disease no one things you have because they can't see it. Its hard when I'm in this much pain not only because the pain itself makes life head, but because I don't look sick. So I always feel guilty like people will think I'm faking or something which is bullshit. i wouldn't wish this pain on my enemy.
I am extremely blessed to have Trever in my life. He is amazing and has not problem taking care of me when I need it. I think we give and take from each other in a very healthy way. He makes me feel loved and important.
I guess for now that is about all I have to write about. No point in going on anymore about my pain. hell I hear enough of that.
Oh I got a new sewing machine for my birthday. I am looking forward to using it and at the same time afraid to. But it will be okay.
