Things found from the past. The Magic I think I have forgotten

Aoi Si (“ess shee”) Okay I’ll share with you what I know about Sidhe. Aos Si or Aes Sidhe. Both pronounced (“ess shee”) are considered powerful underground (or other plane) race. Fairies or Fairies some say. Living under ground in the Fairy mounds (Sidhe mounds). Also known as people of the mounds. Most of this is an Irish Celtic and Gaelic description. Although I believe the Gaelic’s called them Daoine Sidhe (yep looked it up lol) pronounced (“deena shee”). There is a lot of legend about Sidhe once being the people of Tuatha De’ Danann that fled to the otherworld after they where defeated by the Milasians. So the word Sidhe technically is the word for ancient burial mounds. But over the years has become the shorter term for “ess shee” all together. It was the first thing I ever herd them call themselves when I realized they where not scary things talking to me. At first I didn’t realize it just wasn’t a name of one of them and it always seemed like they where just asking me to be quite. LOL Shee… In fact I didn’t realize till I got older that ess shee was the name of them. Not just one of them. I had bought the faery oracle cards and read that and that’s when I realized it was what they where called. Lol. They have a lot of different names. Maybe something to do with my past lives or something why they gave me the name Sidhe (shee). And when I was younger I used to dream about this place call Tir na' nog. And there was this girl in my dream and her name was Tuatha Danann. This always kept them names in my head. I got up one morning and Ben was watching this cheesy yet intriguing show and the land the people lived in was call Tir na’ nog. Which lead me to look it up online and stuff and I found out that it’s basically the land of youth. And associated with Tuatha De’ Danann. Yes it freaked me out. But now I know why I had those dreams. And after my mom died they used to come to me in my sleep as well. Long story anyway. So I guess that is why I have this Kin of sorts to the Fae. I think they have always been around me or there for me. I just don’t talk about it a lot because well in the past I had been met with. Oh how cute you like the fae. Stuff like that. People don’t tend to take you serious if you are into the fae. At least that’s been my experience. Because most people see them as cute little people with butterfly wings as seen in cartoons. Anyway. That got longer than I had planned sorry…