Will it work?

So Saturday Trever drove me 2 or more hours away from home to go see a Theta Therapist. Which is a fancy name for a hypnotherapist. But he chose the other name because when you hear hypno you get all these images of stage shows like HP does etc...

He is not like that at all. In fact he was very nice. The session went very well.

Unfortunately I am still having migraines. Though I will say they are very low level so far. In fact Sunday It was low level and went away after a couple of hours on its own no meds. So that is something. Today I have a level one. Same as Sunday. So far its 11:30am and it has not gone away on its own yet. But still its a Level one. They are not as hard to deal with as many of them I have been having.

I'm staying positive that this will have helped in some way. At the same time I'm waiting to see if the weather changes. Since a large amount of my migraines have been linked to weather. Though Tim's theory is that weather has nothing to do with it and its still another issue.

Let there be a crappy, cloudy , rainy day and we will see if I still stay at a low level or none at all.

I was a bit bummed that it didn't seem to be any of my extended family seemed to be real supportive of this. In the sense of I sent out and email on my family board and told them I was going. And I didn't so much as get one person make a comment to it. I know it went to the board. And I sent a email about minxy just before that and that is getting comments. So what does that mean? Does that mean that even though my family says they really, really want to know what is going on in my life they don't have time to care either. That it's all a facade. That they do want to know. They just don't really have time to care? They don't have time to reply to the message? They don't know what to say? Do they think I'm full of shit?

I don't know and I guess in the long run it doesn't matter. Rick, and Trever really cared. Rick even called after to see how I was doing. That made me feel really good i have to say.

So I do what I do. I take it one day at a time. And the next time I'm going through something in my life and one person complains I didn't share I tell them to get over it. When I do share you don't comment anyway. So why would I continue to do so. And I love them for who they are, and continue to know in my heart they care but life is life. It is what it is and people care but they don't know how or can't take time. It's all good :) I can do this anyway. I want it.