So Saturday was the day to weigh in and do measurements. I did pretty well. I'm down 8 lbs since we started. I mean its not a lot but its something. In the grand scheme of things I have oh so far to go...
Today is one of those blah days. Those days where I'm still pushing though but I'm so damn tired.. dang it. I'm sure it has a lot to do with my Fibro but it is what it is.
Yesterday was a hard day. I just am so sick of eating flippen vegetables all the dang time. Don't get me wrong I like them and all but meat and veggies seems to have replaces meat and potatoes and either way its annoying and boring. I can't change it up as much as I used to because of the limits we have at the moment. No sugars, no grains and no dairy.
Trever caught fish over the weekend so I fried those up but I'm really not much of a fan of fish that way so I took maybe two bits and that was it. So my dinner pretty much ended up just being veggies.
We also gamed yesterday. Any gamer knows that part of that is you snack while you play. Pathfinder while you can't snack like that but the other 5 people can makes it a bit hard. They typically come in with McDonalds which really doesn't bother me because I don't like it anyway. So that wasn't much of an issue. But than Justin breaks out peanut M&M. OMG I wanted to smack them right out of his hand. LOL.. But well that wouldn't have been nice. But it was so hard to sit next to someone eating something that I really love and not even be able to eat one. Than to have to eat something I hate for dinner and not end up eating it anyway.
My roommate is doing something similar to what Trever and I are doing. Only she rarely eats beans because she doesn't like them, and she is pretty much eating all the fruit she wants. That doesn't typically bother me much either, but it did this weekend. When i lost a pound and a half and she lost 5 in a week and she is practically living off of fruits and veggies juices she is making. I'm like seriously. I can't have fruit unless I work out to get it and I work my ass off all damn week and I don't even lose 2 lbs. And she gets fruit (not that she doesn't work out she does. just want to make that clear) and she loses 5. Well damn. It does make it hard to focus on the meal plan I'm on, but I know I need to. I need to get myself to a health place where I'm not reaching for sweets all the time and I don't think I'm going to do that if every time I crave sweets I can just reach for them.
Anyway... 5 weeks down, 5 weeks to go. I'm half way there with this thing I'm doing and that is probably why I'm having such a hard time yesterday and today. Just hitting that half way point thing.. And how I'm feeling physically. That just means tomorrow perhaps I'll be back to being more optimistic :)
I still worked out today so I surely didn't give up or anything... Just damn awful tired.
off to work on dolls and such stuff.
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